A fresh start

we were all expecting you.. the webcam is ready.. food was prepared.. but u didnt come.. its Ok.. God moves in mysterious ways.

I was able to talk to you.. i felt goosebumps as i heard your voice.. after almost a year my Dearest denden i finally hear your voice.. i truly missed you..

I was also able to talk to you thru YM and my you're all grown up now and gained weight :( .. You were all praises for me.. i wish i could talk to you longer...

Thank you Lord.. you always hear all my prayers.. you may give me a lot of tough times along the way.. but at the end the rewards are there... thank you!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy 9th Birthday Denden..

You're cruel papa just called and said if Nikki and Gino wanted to come to your birthday party at the poolside.. halata nman for the sake lang mang invite.. Bakit ngaun lang tatawag kung kelan birthday mo mismo.

Di bale anak.. nararamdaman ko malapit ka na makabalik sa Laguna. Sandali na lang.. Miss na miss ka na namin. pero hindi natutulog si lord at mga angels natin..

Happy birthday Anak... we miss u

I feel you again

hi denden..

next month will be the 1st anniversary of ur kidnapping .. the day u were taken away.. i haven't seen u for a year now.. i hope though we are miles apart.. though i havent hugged you and kissed you for a long time.. you can still feel me in your heart..
mommy misses you so much.. i wish i was there .. if only i could bring back time..
but we never lose hope.. God is always in our favor .. i know we will get thru this..

i love u denden ....

Im thinking of You

HI Denden,

Kamusta ka na? its been a long time since we talked.. Every night I have been praying that God would soften the heart of your papa so he would bring you back to us. Miss na miss na kita anak. Ano na ba itsura mo ngayon? Baka puro chicken joy kinakain mo diba sumisikip dibdib mo dun? Miss mo na siguro ung luto ko na sinigang hehe.

Sana maski malayo ka sa amin hindi mabubura sa isip mo na mahal na mahal ka namin. Alam ko madami sinasabi Papa mo masama tungkol sa akin, pero alam ko hindi ka maniniwala dun. 71/2 years tayo magkasama at hindi nila kaya burahin un dahil sa akin galing.

Masakit at mahirap nga lang kasi kailangan pa tayo dumaan sa ganito. Pero hindi natutulog si Jesus. Alam niya kung ano ang sinisigaw ng puso natin.. Miss ka na din ni Ate Nikki & Kuya Gino.
Sandaling panahon na lang anak... magkakasama sama tayo ulit :)

I love you Denden!

at the end Victory is ours!

As i close my eyes each night, the more i crave to see you, hold you my little taba in my arms again.. But i remain calm, knowing that our dear Lord is working out something for us... i stop planning and instead I let Him do the planning for Him...

The will of God will never take you where the grace of God will not protect you..

Denden, mahirap itong pinag dadaanan natin... Siguro ito na yata pinaka mabigat na test binigay sakin ni Lord.. pero i know malalagpasan natin ito...

love na love kita anak... miss na miss na kita :(

Im Sorry Denden

Dec 12, 2008 - hearing for habeas corpus

Im sorry anak you have to go thru all this. if this is the way for your brother & sister to see you again, just to be able to hold you again in their arms, to kiss you and say their iloveyou's..

As they saw you, your eyes were weary.. you were scared... you held so tight to your father's arms.. we feel he made you believe a lot of falsehoods just so you will be afraid...

Im sorry anak, wala ako magawa.. my hands are tied.. all i can do is wait for their text updates, and just cry .. coz im so far.. if only im there, all of you wouldn't have to go through all these.

As the judge asks you and you utter "kay papa".. all the more we felt helpless.. we know its not you.. we know these words were fed in your mind...

And as you leave the room, your Kuya and Ate ran towards you.. holding you tight... wishing they could bring you home.

Still i praise God for giving kuya, ate & lolo to be with you...

Hold on Denden.. this may be a long battle... but the battle is not over yet..
Just as Ate has promised you as she held on to your arms... "PROMISE DENDEN, MAKUKUHA KA NAMIN"....

We are never victims.... only VICTORS!

i love you denden

Nov 28 - 2nd Hearing

It really pains me when i know na madali na ang lahat kung anjan lang ako. But i cant... Pag umuwi ako, whats next.. paano tayo mabubuhay?..

Today is the 2nd hearing.. Lolo, Ann, Nikki, Gino were all in full force. Its the enemies' turn to submit their counter pero sympre they had to defend themselves and its all pure LIES...

" Denise is happily living with me... Denise does not want to live anymore with her LoLo and Mother".... I know these are all Lies... They could say anything but i know in my heart we will all be victorious...

God promised that me and my household shall be saved... When God promises something, all we need is to BELIEVE in Him.. The enemy will try to case doubt on God's goodness to us...

Denden... we will never give up... GOD WILL KEEP HIS PROMISES!!

We love you Denden!